When Mansur Al-hallaj was executed, His head and every part of his body were chanting an Arabic line "anal-haq" which means I am the truth. I am the God.
Previously people thought Mansur's words is shirk and he has to pay the price of shirk. So he was executed. after the execution, every part of his body started speaking "Anla-haq" which made people think that Mansur Al-hallaj was right. This execution was wrong. It should not have happened. He was the real God seeker. Although people repented of this incident when he was alive and used to say anal haq.No one believed his word and thought that he is doing shirk. We as human beings tend to extract the actual meaning of words but we can not see the intention behind the word. People forget that only the word can not give you real meaning without understanding the emotions and soul.
After his execution and this incident, the Islamic scholar of the time interpreted the "Anal-haq". It was said that when your ego becomes zero and you assimilate yourself to Allah, you are no longer a separate entity you become part of God itself. and hence the same thing happened with Mansur Al-hallaj. He lost his identity. he completely assimilated himself with Allah.
My understanding of this incident-
Whatever we do in our worldly life, all thing gives an identity to us. We wear clothes, watches, jewelry, etc. we own bike car bicycles television mobile phones, etc. All these worldly things give us identity. whenever you have some identity you are away from Allah. When you say you want to become Allah's servant that makes no sense. Either you have to assimilate yourself in God itself or you will have your own separate identity. When you assimilate yourself with God then You will merge with God and become a part of nature and you won't be any separate entity. when you see yourself as a Banda of Allah or the servant of God, you are giving a separate identity to yourself and you will never meet Allah .you will never feel Allah in this way.
You can find Allah at the cost of your identity. It is a very bizarre thing that we wear clothes we own many things. It is like an entity parallel to God. In this way no matter how many prayers we do We will not feel Allah. We will not reach Allah. Lose your identity and assimilate yourself with God and see the full magic of happiness. There won't be any sorrow. World affairs keep us away from God.
Whenever you say you want to find Allah. and are in the search of Allah. then let Me tell you then you can not find Allah. If you have to find Allah you have to merge yourself with nature. Lose your ego and see the magic. The moment you say you want to find Allah, You are keeping yourself away from Allah by saying these words. Rather It would be the right to say I want to lose myself in the Allah
When you want to find Allah. you may not find. but when you want to assimilate you want to merge with Allah. Who can stop you?
Whenever we see ourselves in the mirror and feel proud of ourselves. You are creating yourself your ego starts becoming stronger.
Whenever we say we are the father of someone son of someone we are away from God. You can not find it. You can only assimilate with God. Whenever we feel proud of our body our beautifulness our possession, These things take us in the direction away from God. We create an identity parallel to God. whenever we have possessions we can not reach Allah. having possessions gives us an identity which means away from God. when you feel proud of your possessions when you feel proud of your wild body, you are far away from assimilating with the Allah
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