A nice day, Pawan uncle, one of the uncles from my village, And my elder brother had to go to Hajipur for some work and while going to Hajipur he stayed at night in my room in Muzaffarpur. We talked a lot about the social and political issues with the uncle that night. He came to know a lot about me and I could also know many things from my uncle. He told me to order 3-4 mobile accessories from Amazon and I did the same. I ordered all the things he told me to do. One thing I could notice from the uncle's behavior was that he ordered many things but did not care about their price. it gave me the feeling that my uncle is either wealthier from the inside or trying to show himself wealthier in front of me or maybe thinking that while ordering materials online I'll pay the money. These thoughts kept coming into my mind. it was alright till these feelings were inside my mind. A week later when the ordered material reached him at his village address, I had been getting all this information because the order was done using my amazon account and every piece of information, in addition to my uncle's phone number, was being sent to me also. One day A message came on my mobile that the material when sent to Pawan's uncle, he didn't receive rather he rescheduled it for the other day.
This message when reached me on my mobile, I thought that uncle might be facing money difficulties or money might not be there in his hand at that time due to which he had to reschedule it for the other day otherwise why would he reschedule it? This thinking of my uncle's miserliness was there in my mind only. I had not shared it with anyone at that time. Suddenly tomorrow, the day after the materials were rescheduled, a call came to me from my elder brother in the morning that the uncle wanted to talk to me. I thought why would he talk to me? there must be some problem and this problem must be related to the material ordered on amazon.
Now I manifested my feelings and anticipation to my elder brother that he wants to talk to me because the material he had ordered at night while being at my room in Muzaffarpur, had been rescheduled and it must be due to lack of money. there would not be any other reason for calling me. He must be willing to cancel his order as the product price was high. I told all the things to my elder brother about my feelings towards him regarding the order of material. Then he told me to be on the phone and he called the uncle at the conference. After talking to my uncle it came to my surprise that he was in Patna at that time due to which he could not receive it and had to reschedule it now he wanted me to hang the order for a day to receive the other day when he'll be back home.
I assured him that the order will not be canceled for this day because it has already been rescheduled. after this, the call was hung up. Now it was my time to get bad feelings, to feel offended. I kept thinking about what my elder brother would be thinking about me and without actually analyzing the situation I spoke my mind. it showed the bad side of my personality to him . he did not tell me anything about my bad anticipation or speculation of my uncle but one lesson I learned from this incident try not to divulge your secret or try not to speak up your mind unless you are, damn, sure about it. it will be best if I could not judge anyone from my point of view.
Now today the 27th august of 2020, I take a pledge not to judge anyone for any matter whatsoever it might be.
DO NOT JUDGE ANYONE.
DO NOT ANTICIPATE ANYTHING ABOUT ANYONE.
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